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poems [since 8/9]
new journal entry because this is a new time in my life. my feelings are different, and i have found another love.
8/9
a language once forgotten
and now to be learned again
in order to share and experience with you
to /become/ with you
and hopefully to stay awhile
..dreaming for forever
8/9 me has renovado
pertenece mi alma contigo
porque eres mi todo
--- y tu todo yo soy
8/31
touch of your hand on my skin
--my hand on my skin--
comitted to you in all aspects:
mentally, emotionally
all but one- physically
this distance nearly unbearable
only continued by future prospects
our relationship an almost constant earthquake
6.7 if you ask Richter
shaking, plates separating
but with each new movement
our feelings bond further
join together
form.
8/31
limitless emotions
thought to be finite, actually in-
it seems impossible to grow so much
so much more as the days go by
and to inquire my thoughts-
-admit it haunts me
haunts my mind
haunts all of myself
yet ghosts exist not
haunts me no longer
trust in you, me
in us & we
8/31 am scriptures
know your look
your voice, memorized
your mind and thoughts, actions and reasons
but your touch, yet to be experienced
(note: "yet" wink
your feeling, warmth of your skin
how your hands are in mine
how they will be
could be
might.
how plausible?
post script- 26 hours.
9/1
two elements mixed together:
get the compound us.
homogeneous, for we blend so well, you and i.
uniform composition, our love.
9/1
those dark days shown on, nothing to block with.
sun rays trying to break through clouds of unknown, of apprehension.
waiting on your word
as per usual
9/4
i only have thoughts for you.
my mind a complete recollection
of all you have said. done.
file it all away, want to remember
everything, all of you.
to remember, to be
with you as us
and me and you and us.
9/4
sit on the sideline
say this absence is fine
(that i am fine)
because though you are here with me,
you are actually there with me
to be here is to have no distance
no gaps, no space
or quite possibly
we are the space, the gaps
we are the epitome of distance
and we can go and do
but will we ever be?
9/4
don't notice-
or maybe you do
while composing this your manner changed
as if you understood
though you had no clue at all
you to know me and i to know you
on an equal wavelength
the same exact:
the exact same:
synonym for "us"
another one-
"love"
9/4
your apathy unsettling
i'm the only one being eaten up inside by this silence
you, a complete design
and me, a mere sketch
with holes and missing parts
smooth texture and even composure, you
a waterfall of this upset
a torrent.
unstopping.
reciprocate.
9/5
you are a tornado inside my soul
an earthquake in my bones
the fire wreaking havoc on my mind
and the raging wave that washes all away
you are my natural disaster
12/8 para él, el único en mi vida
te voy a buscar hasta el final de los eones
y si no pudiera encontrarte
no me preocupo
porque ya vive en mí tu esencia
en mi alma, mi mente, mi aliento
en mi ser
lo físico no me importa
porque ya me pertenecen tus sentimientos
naturalmente tú eres para mí
y evidentemente yo soy para ti
y no se puede cambiar
nunca
me tienes por siempre
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