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She was Judas

you hide behind a crucified savior
just to quench your lust in secret
You deny a vow that you have knowingly broken
just so you feel a little better inside
You act as if this world doesn't know it
as if no one can see through your deceit
so regretful to inform you
that lies and course words are never kept discrete

I knew this moment would arrive
I prepared for this special occasion
You thought that without you I could never survive
Tell me now Judas, who feels forsaken?

with no regard to ramifications
giving no attention to those dying hearts
you will suffer the repercussions
betrayal is a weakness, not an art
I should have thought twice before grasping a rose
instead I cursed my hands with your thorns
I'm the greatest fool for following a fool
and walking so blindly through a demons lore

I knew this moment would arrive
I prepared for this special occasion
You thought that without you I could never survive
Tell me now Judas, who feels forsaken?

this is but one thing I ponder
do you still dream of me when that corrupt mind begins to wonder
do taste my lips when you press yours to his
does the act of romance sting with every kiss
I could have warned you but these things you already knew
If you say "******** it" theres not a soul who can spare you

I knew this moment would arrive
I prepared for this special occasion
You thought that without you I could never survive
Tell me now Judas, who feels forsaken?

your downfall is set by a fate that you create
don't blame me, I was the victim, I was the bait..