Once again, I am in here to b***h my heart and soul out. And once again, I have lost a friend.
I mean, seriously! If they are looking over every way possible to not spend time with you. Isn't tha a sign of someone that doens't want to be yoru friend anymore? I sure as hell think it is.
I confronted her, and, liek always, she had excuses. We both exchanged blows, and, I sent her one last message. She went offline, so, I figgured that she went off to go and b***h about it. Well, I don't care anymore.
I mean, I went out of my ******** way to make her happy. And how does she repay me? Throug putting me though hell!! I even had to deal with her boyfriend saying s**t about a good friend of mine. I sucked it up instead of leveling his a** on the spot!!
You know what? i am sick of this world and I am sick of being lied to, cheated out of s**t, and getting ditched. So, to the rest of you. I will still try to care. But, don't keep your hopes up. I am getting sick and tired of being treated like this. If you are one of these people, you'll know.
I only really have a few people that I can really trust now. I am not naming them, but, they know who they are too. And, I thank them. And I have to apologies to them as well. I mean, they always are good friends. And, I love the fact that they care for me as much as if I where their own sister. That is the only thing that keeps me from throwing myself into a ******** woodchipper now adays. -_-;;
Other than that, I would have been long gone. I am just sick of it all.
 quayla666 · Thu Mar 23, 2006 @ 05:36am · 0 Comments |
