Ugh. I hate breakups. So depressing... I spent Friday in a Spa, having my nails and toenails and a facial and a massage... So wonderfully relaxing, but all because I was depressed. Then I went out with a girlfriend of mine (actually the one who took me to the spa) and her brother is in a band and we went to a bar in Port Orchard and watched them play. So pretty... Needless to say though, I woke up with a major hangover xp All I had was coffee too, but it was called "Irish Cream" and had a pint of booze mixed in with it. No wonder it was so addicting...
So Thanksgiving was majorly depressing. We ate in a hospital, with my cousin, who was just diagnosed with some rare form of kidney cancer, and my aunt who has Hep. C and my other aunt who's dying of diabeties... Meh... On that note, my father with Lymphoma, a sort of skin cancer, starts treatment in January, and my Grandfather with skin cancer and diabeties refuses to do treatment. xp My life is so depressing.
I am thankful though, for my friends. I have the greatest group of friends ever, and I am thankful for everything they've done for me. To see the smile of a friend of mine makes me more than happy while my life is depressing as it is.
I hate to be so depressed. Love and life seem to be evading me... I just wish I could curl up in somebodys arms and hold them and make all the hurt and pain go away.
Kyle, if I don't call you, call me? I'll send the number to you again.
Paul... Paul, Paul... Must we talk through Sam all the time? E-mail me. Creaturesfromabove@hotmail.com.
Sam, I luff you! Always, no matter how depressed I am or whom I'm dating!
I'm a witch living in a white trash hell.
 Hatsuchishinu · Sun Nov 28, 2004 @ 04:11pm · 0 Comments |
