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I'm not supposed to be sad... He asked me to be happy for him but I just can't. I want to be with him more than anything but right now I guess it is just not the time... I feel angry and sad and then just nothing... I guess that is just how life goes so I will just have to keep walking through life. I don't know anymore maybe we will end up together again I surely hope so. I know people tell me it will get better but I just don't think it will anymore. Am I supposed to feel something now? I guess the only thing I'm supposed to feel is like my heart was ripped out, but I will try and be happy... for him.