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-sigh- This life is driving me insane... I need advice badly because I don't know what to do. Well there is this guy and he is a friend and I want to be friends with him but he is always all over me... even though I am with someone else.. I know I must be hurting him but I don't know what to do he is a friend and that is all he will ever be because I just can't see him as anything more than that. He is my brother and of course I love him and want what is best for him but sometimes I really wish he wouldn't be so lovey dovey towards me 'cuz it makes me feel a little bad to be with my boyfriend and he just looks at me with this sad look.... Sometimes I just want to cry even though I hide it from everyone. I have even tried to be nice because soemtimes he is always just sad and I want him to be happy and he just isin't.... URG!!!!!!