Generally, I consider the greatest flaw in myself to be weakness, even though from a rational standpoint I'm pretty sure that it's a false belief. A lot of the stuff I do, I feel like it makes me worthless because I feel it. even some really small stuff, like crying (even if no one sees me), makes me feel like I don't deserve to live sometimes.
Loosing Control (crying, lashing out, displaying negative emotion to others, feeling helpless/powerless, being helpless/powerless)
Admitting Defeat (asking for help, crying, showing others that I can't control myself (see above))
Crying (even when it's acceptable)
Displaying (Negative) Emotion ((crying,) because it means that I can't deal with it on my own)
Admitting That I Feel Weak/Helpless/Powerless (to acknowledge accept it as an understandable/acceptable feeling)
Looking Stupid (not because I fear the actual 'looking stupid' part, but because I feel intense mortification)
Notice how much I hate it when I cry....
I think my absolute worst scenario (besides the death of people I care about, and a world-wide roach plague) is crying/loosing control/having a meltdown in front of people (basically, crying at school, in a classroom, with a class in it).
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