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i sit up from the lap top
Kumori: heee yeah
i jump up out my chair i blushes deply quickly typing my ears and tail wiggle excidely
Louie leams over me loking att the sceen
Louie: i c he pmed u aw so sweet.. o he logged off
Louie: i guess that did count as a conversation but not lpong enought.
Kumori: your gonna have to kiss angel
louie: i havent had to yet u too ..
Kumori: what
Louie: noting
he lights a smoke lokin down at the floor
kumori: he hasnt carried on a convesation with me
Louie: its ok
Kumori: he pmed me that he's upset. i know he doesnt want to hurt me so he loged off but still it makes me feel wprth less
i puull out a kniff under the table
kumori: i want to die . i cant stand a life with out him like this . i might have a small chace to c him tommaorw if he even gets on or replys. i know he loves me so much. i just cant live life with this little of him.
I slowly pull it out from under the table
Louie grabs my hand
Kumori: what
Louie: u know u want a futhure with angel dont u dont u he yells at me
KumoriYes i do
i cry i stop and look up a drop of blood falls on my head sliding down my face under my eye.
Kumori; your bleeding
the kiniff is partly stuck in louies srm.. i reach up gentaly puling it out. covering the cut.
Kumori: im so sorry
he loks down at the ground
Louie: its fine dont worry about me just dont u ever try to kill your self .do u want him to leave u.
Kumori; no i dont
i sit down on my knees. he rubs his arm
louie; i love u im sorry but i cant c u like this
he walks in to the clost taing out all the ties and belt.
he loks back at me walking out the door closeing it
i lok up.
Kumori: im alone turely alone
i lay my head down next to the puddle of blood cuddling mt angel plushie.
i close my eyes. a tear runs down my face. i feel a beam of light on my face. i hear foot steps. Louie piced up at me sirting next to me lifting my head seting it on his lap.
Louie; im so sorry.. u need help to fight.. its ok its part of u.. plz bbe ok
he runs his fingures though my hair.
louie: dont worry your get to b held by him.
he rubs my belly
Louie: he's gonaa put his baby in there i promise you too will be together.
i lok up at him he lays down
louie: just rest ou'll c him soon dont hurt.
i hug my plushie tighter.
louie draps a blanket over me.
Louie; you really love him dont u.
Kumori: yes he's he greatist preties preson in the world......
Louie: and your his goddess u most live to b his brid. so rest so u dont get sick
i close m eyes.