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Kumori: i cant sleep louie
Louie: plz rest
Kumori: i cant... u know i havent had mex in 2 mounths and last timei tried he wont let me take my top off. i love talkin to him it would make me smile. i want to here his voice make me bllushes and one day feel his baby in me and my wedding band against my skin. ida diie for those feelings. just for the kiss of his lips.
Kumori: i hope it doesnt come to that but if thats what then thats ok.
Louie: hu what can we do about this?
kumori:uhh.. what?
Louie: its almost angels birthday your anirisety and valitimes day.
u needs to b happy your kiling your soul your over stressing and depresed and suacital. there should b no more of that
i hide my face in my pillow
Kumori: whats your plan i bet u wont work im sorry but only angel love can MAKE ME HAPPY.
Louie: come on i know theres got to be more things.get up .
Kumori: make me
louie sighs
Louie: fine but all this stressing is hurting your ut-ture-res
i sit up
/Kumnori: really i want to be fretall for angel dont die in there crys
Louie: i was just kiding baby dont cry
he hugs me around the waist. kising me on the fore head i looks down at me i whip my eyes
Louie: dont worry things will work out fine and angel will put his babies right in here
i blush
Louie: aw u really want this dont worry
kumori: whats the suit case for
Louie: we are going on vaccation we need to get u out of this house and u need to have some fun. the kids are at grandpas u r going to sleep in and go on a shopping trip and if your lucky youll win a vist from the lord angel.
i giggle claping my hands.
Louie:so my lady pack your things and mabye you and angerl might have a little hot fun in the beach breeze.
i blush deeply
Kumori: so romantic i cant wait.
Louie: so go packed and go pasck that dress angel like
Kumori: thanks
kisshu looks over at jin
Jin: hugs me
jin: dont worry he,ll show up and u 2 and angel and u will get it on
Kisshu: u talked about sex wow im gonna have a good time
Louie puts some thing in my hand
Kumori: kits one of your cerid cards
Louie: so u 2 can go on a date and hjave fun... lol..and a xl condom if he wants to use it but i figure not lol. i kno he;s clean and u too wanting his baby in you .. lol
im blushing off my a**

part 2
i sit in the hotel leaning over the lap top.
snifflee^^... sniffleee..
Kumori: angel no pmed me back.
eyes water
Louie: what thats odd he's probly on that trip with his family.
Kumori: maybe... I shouldnt have asked himahh
Kumori: i know he has school and things.. but i do too and i work hard to c him. I love him. I muiltask with gaia and school work and cleaning. i hurry to the library to email him every morning and at lucnh too. I just wish i could atlease spend a day talking to him.
Louie hugs me
Louie: at lease u get to bring your baby kitty home.
Kumori: yeah
Louie: one day youll b together dont worry
Kumori: i woulddie in trade for him to hold me and give me a kiss or even to just have him kiss me. I know when i say this it might hurt him a little and im sorry. but im not very good at makin people happy in the first place.. i just want to be happy with him. Ida b happy just cuddlein and talkin.
sighs. now life is evil unfair andtrechureise but i just want to make it a little more happy.
Louie: i c
Kumori: u arent saying much o v er there.
Louie: its noting much but that u to should b e hanging out this weekend
Kum ori: i know and wish.. I miss our time together.. Even that some times we fight he still payed atention to me then.
Louie: thats y you told him you wanted him to hit u because u want him to forgive you for what eyouve done.
Kumori: yeah i don't think i ever will be . I was a very bad thing to do i should have never did it. i love him i didnt do it to hurt him im a freak. Its just my presonality but he loves me for me. and that how i know he tuely loves me. he might never come around much lately or write me thing or make me things like i do for him. i guess its just not him it like that stuff but itsd fine he's not like that. Its ok. i love him he's so sweet to me. to tell you the truth his friends probly know him better then me.i hope they treat him like the king he is. the swet heart he is.
Louie: aw thats so swet dont worry ok i'll just kill your soul even more and we need what littles left to keep u happy
he tickles me i giggle
Kumori: okkk. kk.. i will. if he talk with me this weekend.
Louie: he will trustme and if he does you can put a collar on me and tug me around the park and ill keep my ears and tail out and if you to dont talk by monday. ill kiss him on the check.
My eyes get big.
Louie thinks: hu he'll talk to her by then i know it he loves her to much and when would i even c him be for she'll forget about it.
Kumori: your on
Louie: Lets do this
he relights his cig
Louie; good luck
lol