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October 15, 2009 - Thursday

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Iknow its a rather silly question but i honestly do not know. I've been in so many relationships with so many kinds of girls. I've been in relationships ranging from an hour to one that lasted 5 years. idunno anymore. is love something we can even grasp? Do we really love people, or just convince our-self into believing we do? Whats makes us love one another? It seems like We only love to be hurt by that love. Like a child touching a flame knowingly of the pain that will occur if he does. Theirs just so much i don't understand about love. The one person who i thought i loved changed me into a wonderful guy. Then broke me into fragments of my former self. She killed me emotionally and left me with this hollow , lifeless shell that hungers to know understand why people do things like that?you know that saying "there's plenty of fish in the sea?"Well if that saying is true my sea must be a poisoned puddle . I'm not a saint but what could i possibly have done this bad in the world to get ******** over this badly?