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August 19, 2009 - Wednesday

life
Current mood: chill
i am a whisper among the wind. A figment of my former self. A emotionaless shell that dwindles from day to day questioning everyday aspects of life as well as my own purpose in this world. The world is nothing to me. I am but a simple minded fool too arrogant for his own good. Life is a lie. Love is a lie. We are only granted happyness just so it can be taken away from us. I lost everything while gaining everything. I'd rather had clung to my falsified happyness then realizing it never existed in the first place. I dont want sympathy. Nor love nor whealth nor popularity. All i desire is the truth. Only the foolish or the brave can withstand the truth. Others are content with what they want to hear. I dont know who i am anymore or whats going to become of me. But life cannot get any worse then it is now