Oh The Obsession
That smile. It's that smile. The way it slightly curves his cheeks to raise oh so slightly. The slight creases that form on the corners of his Asian like eyes. The dimples that appear on the inner sides of his cheeks. The pink tint against his skin. The sigh of joy as I whisper softly, "I love you."
Oh the obsession. That adoration. How I crave to see that daily; nightly. How I desire this. This man to be mine til the day I die. Loving how everything has turned in my favor. He's loved me every day of his life since he's known me. What girl wouldn't dream of any thing else? No girl. I dreamed he'd love me forever. And I know, Oh I know he will love me forever.
To think I tried to let go. I tried to forget. Slow now, heart, he hasn't forgotten you. He hasn't forgotten the connection. The obsession we both share. Remember that touch. Those lips late at night. The tender caress of his hands as I fall asleep. I remember. I remember, and I adore it. I want it forever. I love him forever.
Oh yes, obsession. Oh yes, Love.
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