I once heard that the Angel I had fallen in love with had attempted suicide. I worried and worried untill I was ready to kill myself as well....
Today, I received a letter. It was sent from her account and said that she had tried again...and actually killed herself this time. I loved her so much that I would have given my life just to die in her arms. If she is dead, then nothing in my life matters anymore. I may just take my life as well...
Does anyone care? Will anyone miss me if I do? As I write this, those I most wanted to talk to are gone. There is only one flicker of hope left to me, the one given by an old friend in my time of need. If I lose that, I will truely have nothing.
This is not goodbye...not forever. Yet, it could be. I pray that it is not...that there is some mistake, or that my heart may heal. If there is any god or devil that loves me...let it not be true.
 Kefke_Wren · Thu Dec 08, 2005 @ 01:53am · 3 Comments |
