So I was all "I haven't been in a very good mood lately," And my friend was all "So go all emo in your sketchbook!" And I was like "'Kay." And I drew a monster-thing I dreamt about a coupla nights ago on the computer. And then she went "That's not emo. And that's not a sketchbook." And I just went "Shut yer mouth! D:" Because I just don't start stabbing paper and call it art. So finally she said "Why don't you draw some blood? It might help you relax." And all I could think to say was "I had a dream once a few years back that I drew a bloody picture, and a coupla kids died because I did. D:" So now she's worried about me, and I am too. T__T 'Specially since I've been remembering alotta dreams and nightmares lately, which is probably because my room smells like rotting mouse.
So apparantly I won't be changing science classes. And they gave me a really crappy reason why. "Because the classes are on almost the exact same thing, but the other one isn't an advanced class. How about we swich you outta Pre-AP instead?" "I can't swich out of Pre-AP, I'm doing well in that class and I want to continue taking it. If I drop it I can't take Acheive, and there aren't enough classes to fill the holes in my schedule. I want to swich out of Advanced Science because I'm failing, and because I don't understand the material because I have a terrible teacher." "I'll talk to your math teacher and find out why you're not doing so well in that class. It seems like math isn't a strong subjet of yours." "What? No, Science is the issue." "Ooh, you haven't done so well in math these past few years... But you don't need that class to graduate, so maybe you can drop that?" "... What?" I wanna go to a different school. Dx One that does things well enough. Not one that messes up on every possible thing, moreso than the other public schools. My mum is thinking about homeschooling me... that doesn't sound so bad right now.
Looks like I won't be building rockets. Dx Not unless I can get the right people to listen to me.
Leamony · Sat Nov 26, 2005 @ 06:00am · 2 Comments |