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Shocker Wow... I can't believe I just did that.. I mean I had to. I'm at the breaking point. Of just forgeting everything. Leaving everyone behind. Just helping myself for now on. But no. I'm not that type of person. I can't. Just to many people I care about. I just can't let them go like that. Too many lives at stake. It just can't happen. They look up to me... or a better word I can't think of. I guess they trust me. I guess I'm a good friend. I hear it often enough. Why don't I believe it? Cuz the things I see and try to help with just doesn't get better? Is it just cuz things have been getting worse? Should I help anymore? People who run to me for help... what do I do? Will I help them? Of coarse I will. I don't think I would have another chance if I said no. That would just make things worse. They would be all alone. Running to no where for help. Getting deep in deppression thinking "What now?" "What next?" "Where do I go?" "What do I do now?" I don't think I could solve your problem. I just think I could help. In anyway. I will try. But don't listen to me all the time. It's just my oppinion. Just take it, and think. Talk to God. Pray about it.

Posted by: crazypopz Wed Apr 22, 2009 @ 12:27am

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Commented on: Thu Apr 23, 2009 @ 01:14am


	well SOEMONES a little uppity. "What now?" "What next?" "Where do I go?" "What do I do now?" no one depends on you THAT much, sweetheart. and noone's gonna go into a deppression oh, and by the way, if they dont come to YOU then people will accualy start TALKING TO ME

Commented on: Fri Apr 24, 2009 @ 03:34am


	ha ha lol.. thats a good one manda

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Commented on: Fri Apr 24, 2009 @ 04:04am


	No. No it's not. That's stupid. Don't you get it? People can get into a deppression. You just don't know. And they ask themself those question idiot.

Commented on: Wed Apr 29, 2009 @ 12:26am

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Commented on: Wed Apr 29, 2009 @ 05:12am


	Exactly. People wouldn't know, unless they've acctually been there, or helped a friend in this situstion. And you don't want to be there.

Commented on: Fri May 01, 2009 @ 04:38am

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Commented on: Fri May 01, 2009 @ 10:58pm


	How do you know? How are you too sure that you went through the same exact thing? No one goes through the same thing. It's all different. Of coarse you wouldn't understand. And I wouldn't understand either. It's that simple.

Commented on: Tue May 05, 2009 @ 12:57am


	well... just with that journal entry.. just reading it.. i can tell that i have been there...

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