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(Odd Man Out...)

You know...a lot of times I feel left out of things. Left out of relationships, left out of loops, etc. What do you people really think of me, and why can't you tell me? Why does no one talk to me? Am I that unapproachable? Or am I that boring? Or is it that nothing comes to mind when you see my name? If more people could actually talk to me online, I'd see a reason to put up an away message when I'm really gone. I can understand it though. I'd tell you my schedule but why? I probably wouldn't talk to me either if I saw me online. sweatdrop

I guess that was what made us a pair. She got all the love and attention and I...well...I did stuff, I think...

I don't know what to say. If I let my heart out I'll just seem like a bad guy or something. Maybe I am. confused

If you are my friend and CARE enough to know how I feel, ask me. Say what you want, give me your pain, but you wanna know who REALLY suffered from the breakup? Both of us...but mainly me. The difference is I tend to heal well...pain only lasts long if you dwell on it. We aren't here on this earth for pain. We are here for God and each other. So those of you who are allegedly here for me...show yourselves xp