She was planning on commiting suicide.
The only way I could convince her not to was by telling her that if she did, I would too. I meant it, I don't want to die but I'll do everything in my power to keep her alive, even if that means killing myself.
She tried to justify her selfishness by saying somehting truely idiotic like "You won't be happy 'til I'm gone"
I mean, really!! Where does she get this stuff? I am happy. She's just desperate for reason to not seem selfish and at the same time make eveyone hate me.
I don't know if i can keep this up much longer. She keeps writing poems about how i do nothing, that I've done nothing to try and help her. I've been killing myself for her! I've sacrificed so much! I've lied for her, destroyed friendships for her! All for someone who shows not an ounce of gratitude, who just keeps taking more! She's draining me, and there won't be long before I've nothing left to give.
 Requiem Of A Broken Soul · Mon Dec 08, 2008 @ 04:04pm · 0 Comments |
