i was so angry earlier, i just had a go at megan! she did do all those things, but i never get angry, i never react!
i feel like i could being so much better, i want to go to a different school and live differently, i feel really nasty saying that sad like im leaving everyone behind and not giving a toss, oh gawd, i just made myself upset and guilty.
im so confused nowadays.
i just dont know what to do!
i cant make new friends because there is no one else!
right siona, calm, (you say my name as shona btw)
this journal is going to be chocka block by the end of the month, i have so many emotions locked up inside me
i understand a load of things that my friends would think is weird!
like love, there is something about it that i get, its strong, makes us do anything, it cant be created or destroyed it is what gives us power it is what changes us, its like in harry potter and naria, it is stronger than anything in the world!
it is so wonderfull yet so terrible!
and you know how i know this?
because ive felt it!
you may think "oh shes 14, she doesn't know anything, too young for love, but your never too young! (part from sex, drugs alchohol bla bla bla)
there is something about love that makes me have this funny feeling inside me, there is something magical about it! and i feel it!
im sounding sad now right?
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Just get all of your emotions out type, or do whatever you can to get your emotions out and under control.
I agree with you, on what your saying. But I don't think you sound all that sad right now. I think your a but confused, sad and hurt because of your friends previous actions against you.
I hope things get better for you. I'll keep commenting.