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im changing! i am really changing, no more pathetic siona! its now confident siona! im gonna make sure of it!
i feel really sad though sad im confused over cathryn, i feel like she's backstabbing me, but from other people it doesn't look like it?
why am i like this? so suspicious? im also so ashamed of myself sad where im from, you like white, gold, and dance music or your not normal, you go on bebo when your online and listen to music channels when you watch tv. with me, i go on gaia, i watch smallville, doctor who, survivors, merlin! if i said that i would be severely picked on! im so scared of anyone finding out! wouldn't you?
sometimes i get so frustrated i burst out and shout at people, its mainly mum who i shout at, i feel really guilty afterwards, i hate myself! crying