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i wish i could close my eyes
and when i open them everything will be alright
but, no it never works that way
i opened them and i'm still too late

stranded on a dot from point a to point b
drowning in this vat of mysery
slice my heart with that butterfly knife
the pathetic story of my pathetic life

and the tears still fall like rain
let them cease with my pain
but no, nothing's ever that kind
life won't let me cut in line

head under this pillow
cuz i'm grounded forever
and people go thinking the wrong things
and i can't escape to fix wat they think

and i'm only stuck in my own thoughts
and i'm still not used to this, even though it happens a lot
i'm bored and im drained but i can't fall asleep
why did i ever let things get so deep

and they're bottled inside
ready to burst
but i'de rather hide
before things turn to the worst

o wait they have
and as these people scream at me
i lock down in my mysery
yes, it sounds so mother ******** sad

this is how i live now
there's no following bow
let me show you the door o wait
did i tell u ur too late