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I might be going to Jail anytime in the near or far future due to missing my jury duty. So I might or might not be around for much longer as for being free. I also have a lot of bills to pay such as hospital bills and so forth. I've also been aquiring deeper feelings towards some one of which is now very close to me and I hope it stays that way and I do hope I get to go out with her but I have to meet her standards which means I have to loose weight. I'm trying to do this as fast as I can. However, I don't want to end up doing it and then have her totally blow me off afterwards. I would do anything for her, but I have to be honest, I'm afraid of her taking my love forgranted and not see what she has until she no longer has it. I just want one thing but I'm still going to try and live a life while I try for what I want. I will get it some day. I hope. Anyways I've got to get going. Laters. Heaven is Love. Peace.