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I've been watching many Many MANY movies lately. I've relalised that my life is too much like them. I hate to say this too beleve me, but I've got a dumb life that follows through with a good movie, I've got love, lust, drugs, violince illigal activity all around. I go through a roller coaster of emotions, I go to a psychiatrist. It depresses me & then I relalised that I don't have a movie life everyone around me (including me) has grown so much from movies that real life is blending with movie life. Of course we don't have vigilanties & our drugs & sex aren't as spectaculare but we have adapted to movie life & I'm trying as hard as I can to grow out of it but the more I watch the more I become, it has driven me to the point of insanity. I over think the world & then I condesn it into little bits & peices. Here's the b***h of it all I dunno if I even get a lead role in this play. So I live a movie I shouldn't be living just so someone else can tell there stories. If you haven't read all of this it doesn't matter this time my faithful readers I didn't expect you to.