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Because no one else will cry for you.
Alienation from people is a horrifying thought, and yet it's not as bad as it seems. I suppose you should only worry about what will effect you the most. I wish I had something to effect me at all, but in all honesty I don't, I have a perfect life while everyone else I know still has problems, my sister is a simi-depressed thinks she's fat and unlucky poser (older), my mom is a depressing sight of how little people will actually matter in a matter of years, her class doesn't hate her but ignores her, doc is a drug addict if he has any alcohol or pain killers he over prescribes himself to get high because he believes he's in pain, alex has a closed mind and is often times wrong, my younger sister is a poser who is bad at stealing she's two faced and completely stupid she doesn't understand how people think or react but doesn't care to pay attention on how they will react again, my younger sister is stupid with a speech impediment and is even more two faced than any of us, except she can't spare the friends she's got, everyone else I know has their own problems but I don't think they want everyone else to know. The point is everyone is miserable but me, I am completely content until I think about what I don't have, what I will never have, and how I will never have it, even then I feel like I've got enough. I can miss what ever I don't have for the rest of my life because I don't need it, I don't know maybe I am missing something but I don't seem to care very much. If I am missing something or secretly miserable I wish I knew but that's a conundrum, anyway you kids shouldn't be up night,