There is no doubt I need an Edward in my life. I am so up in the air, I need someone to bring me back to earth every once and a while. In my perspective it is still Twilight. I have given up on Cameron and moved on. Even if he asks me out I will say no and come up with some petty reason to say it too. Maybe my Edward will be waiting tomarrow night at the party, I pray to God he is. I really need him.