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This was inspired by a personal situation of mine, but here it is:


One of the toughest decisions i've ever made
A moral conflict
Between these so called rules
And the feelings that constantly linger in my thoughts
In my own mind
I see a picture perfect world
With unrealistic situations
Only I could imagine
A world where love was unconditional,
And happiness was around every corner
Secretly knowing it would soon fade away
And as usual
Reality smashes my hopes
Sending me crashing down from a dream like state
But still every night
I spend countless hours wishing that somehow
Everything will work out in the end
So these decisions wouldn't be as difficult
And my life could go on