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I wrote this a while ago:


I never knew this happiness
Could ever bring so much sorrow
A constant nagging pain
Not enough to completely give up
But enough for an emotional halt

Wishing I had somehow thought things through
Before acting on a whim
Knowing I would indulge in that short lived high
That left the most bitter aftertaste
And wondering if i'll ever regret
These amazing feelings I currently live for

Seeking the acceptance and approval of other
Unecessary, but in my state of my mind, required
Finally coming to realize
That the answer to all my problems
Was always right there beside me