Today has been so horrible I don't even want to talk about everything that happened. Tears have been pouring down my face off and on all afternoon and now I'm finally able to calm down and relax a little bit. I pray what happened today I will never have to go through again.. Not sure I'm ready to go where I need to go tomorrow... I'm unsure of myself and my abilities.. I hate this doubt but I can't help but do so. I'm begining to hate myself... just a little bit.. Sick of crying.. I'm feeling so exhausted and all I want to do is collapse on my bed and sleep.. So my friend Miranda was right about that. *sigh* I can't win... even the weather didn't cooperate... I give up.. crying
 SkylightRose152004 · Mon Aug 15, 2005 @ 12:42am · 0 Comments |
