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Look I'm sorry. I'm just a crazy emo ******** who makes s**t up, right? That's what everyone thinks. My friends? Wow. Some friends. Those aren't friends, they're liars. Wolves in sheep skin. A devil tongued snake. A facade person. Friends don't make fun of you, call you names, abandon you, use you, abuse you. Friends are there for you when you need them. Friends have your back and you got theirs. Friends don't play pranks on each other, they play pranks together. They say they're my friends? When they do s**t like they did. Those aren't friends. Kitty-kins is the only one out of them that is a friend, but she's not having my back at all in this s**t. My poetry emo? Is it Kitty-kins? My poetry emo? Am I crazy? If so, explain how or why you say I am. Is it because I love some one, a feeling that you've all not felt? You feel as though it's crazy to feel that way? You just think things you don't comprehend is crazy? Or it's not right and should be bannished? Done away of? Just because no one likes as I do Kitty-kins doesn't make me crazy. How is my poetry emo? The whole school s**t an emo poem? Why because they're slaves? It was a funny thing to do, you know commical, like a commical relief? You don't even understand it and yet you try to put it down. Is that what you do to people? Is that how friends should act? Only one out of the group is a friend and she's being pushed around by the lead facade person. She says she takes no sides but yet she says I'm crazy like the others do. Is that not taking sides? You should always judge yourself before you judge others around you. I'm branded a crazy emo ******** who makes s**t up due to what one person said? One person says I'm crazy and the rest of the group follow like a herd of sheep. It's sad. I just don't see how she says they're my friends when they themselves do not act like friends and because of that she'll side with them so she will not also be branded the same..... A friend? I'd hope she is. Either that or she's messing with my head. They let me fall, and she a friend lets me fall as well because she does not want to fall with me due to her not having my back like a friend should... It matters not. In life we live, we live to live and then we live to die. Live life death.. Now the so called friends are going to b***h and complain about this post just as one did four or so posts ago. What ever. I now wait to see if they are friends or not. I'm a friend if they are a friend. I'll be nice to you but if you're mean to me then I'll be mean back and then be nice again. Contemplation leads to long lasting effects.
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