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I'd like to say...
I'd like to say I'm sorry for how I've been acting lately. It's just been hard lately, being alone and all. It's kind of getting rough not having a mother, I mean like a real mother... It's been like ten years since I've had a mother, I mean like a female who cares deeply about me and who's not under 30 and who's kind and everything like a real mother should be. I'd also like to have some one to spend time with and do anything we want to together.. It seems to get more lonely by the days. I've been spending more time with my blades than anything else lately.. I wished I could have hung out with some one this week end but things aren't ever going the way I'd like it to. I ended up hurting myself today sharpening my Katana... so I had to clean the blade again, that's twice within two days.. That's not so good. Anyways I've been thinking that maybe people are right. I'm crazy. I shouldn't be doing what I've been doing. I guess mainly it's realization that's interfering with how I'm acting. The things people have said, things she's said, things he's even said. Well, I'd better go and tend to my wound again before I bleed all over again. Heaven is Love. Peace.
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