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There is a girl who keeps a razor close to her side. In her pocket and by her side
on her bed. She carves the letter X on her body. On her arms, wrist, breast,
ect. The X sands for: imperfection, a waste of life, wanting to die, hating her
self, and being with others but feeling alone. She cuts cuts the X on her self
to symbolize who she is, how she feels. She hates her self. Even though she sees
the positive things about her self, it doesn't overcome the negative things about her
self. The way she thinks, the way she acts, the things she's been through. All the
horrible things done to her, all the words she's kept bottled up inside. She has to hold it in if she doesn't.....her whole world will come crashing down around her.
Everybody screaming, crying, and blaming her because of the words she spoke, the
emotions she let out. So she never let the words out, she has to keep them inside.
The girl whose heart is slowly breaking under the stress that the world is causing.
It will only get worse as she grows up.