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Build me up and break me down again
Leave me with just this pain within

Look at me, not what you want and yet you play
Now you tell me what it is that can make you stay

Just build me up again and tear me down
I’m no longer the one with the crown

I see you, so perfect in the moon light
Look at me, the saddest thing in sight

Rebuild my heart and tear it apart
Send the stake right into my heart

Hollow me out and run away
Awaken the beast some other day

Just build me up high and let me fall
Cut my heart just to be the death of it all

What will it come to, when this comes to end
Will I be left all alone, with out you my friend

What will be here for me with the time comes
When you leave me and my heart numbs

Maybe I could, be deaf and dumb
Could I even become numb

To the things that make me whole again
Could I even last to feel nothing within

Just like last time, just like before
All of these things, could I ignore

Is this what I wanted, to be dead again
Let my blood flow like the ink of a pen

Only if I could be the way I wish to be
Then would you even look at me?

What if I were what you wished for
Would I be left there on the floor?