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Mind racing. Undefinable thoughts of specific dealings. Unknown things enter the wanderous mind. Feelings running wild, unknown as to how you feel. Pain breaks the thoughts of great feelings. Pain ruins the day the same old way. Everytime something good goes on, things go downhill. People want help but don't want the help they recieve do to as the kind of help. I try to help those I truely love and care about because of the fact that I love them and would do anything for them. I'd put my own life in danger to save the life of that I love. Only few do I truely love. Those of you, whom I do, know who you are and you should be greatful for it. There is only one that I wish to be with for the rest of my life, you know who you are, and that is the one person who I'd do anything for. I'd easily, without hesitation give up my own life to save this person. I tried to help this person recently do to the fact that their life had been threatened and now I'm not supposed to do anything until the deadline comes and so we wait together. I say to this person, " A life without you is infact no life at all. " I mean that to the fullest point within the statement. I wish I could define my feelings so this person would be able to understand what he or she has right infront of them and that will always be there for them when they wake up and see it. When the time comes. Until then I wait. We both wait. To be released, to be free with one another. To unlock the bliss of our hearts and lives entangled with one another destined to be one in time. And then nothing at all could do us part. I must leave with that said. I'm sorry. Heaven is Love. Peace.


May the Gods bless you all with great fortune and luck.