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Yes, I bite. I bite pretty hard. I don't know if I have rabies or not... Why don't you come closer and we'll find out? twisted
*ahem*

It's been a while since I last wrote. Nothing much has been going on... just the stupid boring stuff. Here's pretty much whats going on:
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I'm slowly recovering from a 2-day starving "diet"... basically I just starved myself, drank very little and slept a lot. I finally just gave up and ate some food yesterday. (3/4ths of a (full) chicken salad sub from jersey mikes, half a bag of BBQ chips, and TastyKakes.) It's not all of the carbs and stuff that I need in a day, but it's a start. I'm still feeling pretty sick (my stomach hurts too much to eat) and I'm still pretty sleepy. It'll take time until I feel better, but I'll survive, for anybody who cares. Now, why did I try to starve myself to death? Maybe I was trying to lose weight. Maybe I was trying to kill myself. I don't know. I'm crazy and weird (and pretty much stupid) like that. Misery has clouded whatever is in my head and was eating away on it. (Which might explain the epilepsy...?) I've been getting many aches and pains lately. I've always been aching a lot, but the recent pains everywhere might've been due to starving. (Aching in my back, wrists, hands, feet, head...) I also have been shaking (still am as I'm typing). As I'm writing this entry, I have not eaten anything yet today. I will probably eat someone, *cough* I mean something (I'm not thinking as usual..) in about an hour or so.. I took medicine so my stomach should be settled by then. I'm drinking fluids though, so that's good.. right? So, yeah... because of this, I missed school. Well, I think that wraps up much more recent moments.... Let's go to another topic, shall we?
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Warning: Those with weak stomaches/can't handle hearing about "doctor stuff", please scroll past the below "section".
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My grandfather had to go to the hospital last week. He was having rectal bleeding and heart "flutters". (For those who don't know what those are, they're pretty much like your heart skipping a beat or so... I hear it happens for some people after a heart attack...) The bleeding stopped after a while. They ran tests on him. I was trying to think of what might be wrong. At first I thought if he was bleeding, it had to be the kidneys... but I then remembered, if it was the kidneys, it would've been blood in urine, so that was incorrect. If it was rectal, it would've been from the intestines. Well I was right. They ran tests and they found out he had.. umm.. well, I forgot the name of what was wrong, but they started him on treatment. Later on, he was moved to the ICU (he wasn't attached to oxygen stuff or anything.) and after a while, he was getting better. He eventually got released from the hospital and stayed with my aunt for a few days. (Not sure if he's still there or not) He also can't eat a few things now. Eh, not much more to say now. He's doing better now, though, from what I last heard. Moving on...

Edit: I asked my dad an update with my grandfather. Here's what he said, word by word (mistakes/typos corrected):
"He has diverticulosis in his intestines. He also had a heart flutter the day he went to the hospital. The flutter has settled down and he is ok now - just needs to change his diet to avoid food with seeds (rye bread, for example ) and corn."
Don't know what diverticulosis is? Look it up. gonk
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I've been working more on my pictures for my story. Thing is, I haven't even worked on the plot yet with the story!! Why am I making the characters and such for it if I never even started writing it?! Oh well.. whenever I get the chance to scan the pictures, they'll be on my deviantART account. I already have some pictures on there, but I'm modifying them, so they'll be posted, soon... But for now, nothing... Moving on...
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I was miserable for a while. I didn't go to school last week either. I wonder if that was what led to my "starvation diet". *sigh* I can't understand anything. I don't understand myself. I can't remember stuff. I suck at math. (I just can't understand it). I'm illiterate... I try to read something, and it doesn't exactly "stick" to my brain. *sigh* I have a problem. A serious problem. I must find out what this problem is, soon... *sigh*
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Well... that's about it.

Got any questions? Comments?
Good or bad, Just leave comments and/or PMs, and I'll respond. I won't mind anything you tell/ask me. I've heard worse.

I'm going to stop, now. Bye.

Edit: While writing this entry, I got delayed a lot, so I finally finished this entry after about an hour when I started. So it's been about an hour since I started typing. So just in case if anybody was wondering, I ate some food a little after I finished (since it took me about an hour to type this, thanks to me for getting distracted too easily. xp ) this entry. (I finished the rest of my sub from yesterday and ate a few other things)