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A thousand pieces broken, like sand they fall through my fingers. You told me you loved me but I no longer see it, you've left me be. You say you're not right for me, not the one I should love but it's too late. I've fallen hard for you and now that you've left, I can see my tears as they slide down to my numb body. I've no more love, no more trust. I loved you and I know you loved me, but it's the distance that broke us and I curse it like time.




Lock me inside, tell me I'm wrong for this feeling. My 16 years have gone by without so much hurt as this. I was lively, someone everyone loved to talk to but then time changed and my world collapsed. I wish I could take it back, come back to you, but my world had been destroyed and yours with it. I'm sorry, I loved you all, but my time had come and I had to say good bye. My names changed. From Amber to Yashi to Carchuluin to Feantari, but the face is the same, the heart and soul bruised. Everything had changed with my disappearance and I got on my knees and prayed that things would be okay, that our world would return to normal, but then here came the curve balls and I couldn't catch them. I'm sorry I ran, I'm sorry I said those words, take me back, please. No, sore wounds are still open and I can never return. Good bye. ((lol, I was depressed that day))