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... today i got a call from my dad, he wanted to know why i hadn't answered my phone when he called but there wasn't voice mail on it (that was a week agao). so we talked some then he wanted to talk to my mom. as always they would get into a small fight that they wouldn't get over, well mostly my mom. when i got the phone bk my dad wanted to tell me something. he told me that he loved me and that he would always be there for me and that he'd always be my father and other stuff that i get that he said. it made me happy when he said that becasue usaully when ever he calls the house it's always,
"hey (my name) how are you?" "i'm good" "that good...so where's your mom" "she's n the kitchen (or somewhere in the house)" ok can i talk to her" "sure".
and that's all that would happen, he wanted to talk to her more then me, but then he starts wanting to talk to me and that's probably when i'm doing something else. anyway after the phone call i was pround that he was starting to stand out as a father, i mean he is my father but before he wouldn't do much for me and he still doesn't do much. in like helping my mom with my tae kwon do bills and other things. but now that he has three chlidren to take care of i guess i know why he isn't paying. anyway i know now that i can hide things anymore, so when he calls again or i call him i'm going to tell the things that i've keeped....