Honestly, I haven't really updated this as well as I should have, which I apologize for those who do read this.. Its just.. life has been busy-in more ways then one.. yet when I do get on here its like, "Okay, got to do this and this for such and such class." and so on. One of my friends has started their journal on here, which kind of surprised me because I just didn't see him as the feelings out in the open kind of person. Plus.. I dunno.. thats just how I feel. Anyways, today was okay.. Definitely could have been better. Went to school as always (thank god its friday!). Went to classes and had a quiz in Spanish (think I did so-so on) and an Algebra quiz (made 100 on). Going to the prom tomorrow with my friend Miranda since she didn't want to go by herself. Getting my hair done and however getting my make up done is still not an official set thing. *sigh* Lets see, you know in a way its kind of weird how I just write and write about nothing, but yet everything. I've noticed lately that when I write, it comes down to the feelings that I try to hide most often then show. Either it being poetry, a journal, or just a piece of paper with my thoughts all over it my feelings seem to show the most even if they're hidden. In a way lately I feel as if a couple of my friends are ignoring me.. Julia more so then the other one and I have no idea how to handle it right now..I've already closed the gap once.. Do I really want to jump the gap twice when she isn't making an attempt to? I dunno. My grandmother is in Nevada and tonight she went to my cousin Heather's graduation from college.. Tomorrow she will be attending my cousin Tayla's graduation from college. She got her bachelor's degree in psychology.. I signed up for the Vice President slot for the Beta club at school. Supposedly they're going to vote for it and hopefully I'll get it.. I don't believe I've wanted a position so badly before till now. Also I typed up one of my poems, typed a biographical sketch, and cut out a spring picture of me and gave it to my Beta club sponsor to send it to the beta journal. Hopefully it'll be put in there for the next coming issue. We'll see. I'm soo tired its not even funny. Not sure how I'm going to like to prom tomorrow.. Not sure at all.. Well, one more full week of school and two days and we're out for summer vacation! Good thing but yet I have to go to Massachusetts one week for my cousin Amie's wedding.. That'll prove itself to be interesting.. Well, I believe I'm done typing my thoughts in here for one night so later.
 SkylightRose152004 · Sat May 14, 2005 @ 04:52am · 0 Comments |
