and sometimes i wonder if it all isn't a waste of time. trying so hard to please them all, when really they just want you to bring them back into reality. i spend too much time trying to be the voice of reason, when they just need a cold slap in the face to wake them up.
so many of them out there, one problem after the other, and there is no end in site, and very little cures for those afflicted. it's just so overwhelming. i sometimes stay away from the computer, just so i don't have to see all those countless people out there who are going through so much pain in order to find something to make them feel some type of normalcy. the weird thing is, the pain we feel while searching, is really caused by searching for something that was already there. all that searching is just a mindless cycle to teach you life lessons, enough lessons to finally realize that searching was unnecessay to begin with.... yea.