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Its funny... well not really. I always felt the same way about her, since I first meet her I wanted her to be mine. Now my dreams have come true and she is mine and now that I have her I will never let her go. She is mine forever now. The second time I talked to her I had the strongest urge to say I love you as I said night, but I fought it, because what are the odds of a beautiful girl like her, tan skin, tall, a beautiful emo girl... liking a loser like me. I mean, I spend my time in this virtual world where my physical body means nothing, and its all my mind. I am strong, I am built for strength, enduring pain, taking punishment, going the distance, fighting for the one I love... which is her. But because of that I lost physical beauty, I lost the power to win people over with a smile. I was given a poor body to get what I wanted... which was her. But somehow she saw past my physical body to my inner self, what I really am. Thats why I love her... because she can love me, for what I truly am.