Today was....odd. We had to do this dumb test in school. Well, I didnt HAVE to, I didn't pay for it, but I did have to come to school so my friend's mom could take us and another friend to the mall. SO, that being what I did, I ended up having to take some completely unnecessary test, which wasn't so bad. It shortened all our classes by about and hour.
I forgot to take my Zoloft this morning, yet I was abnormally hyper today. Because of the testing and the fact that probably less than half the school showed up today, we all had lunch together. I wanted to play, so I started a massive game of tag. My panties were flashed to half the school, because I was wearing a skirt. I don't really care. They were just regular panties anyway.
But then my day went downhill. First, I realized I hadn't taken my pill, so I sort of panicked a little. Then, You-know-who shows up with my friend from a long time ago, who he had been cuddling with and was not separated from the whole lunch. He asks me "What stuff of yours do I have that you want back?" And I try to explain that the stuff I want is all the s**t he borrowed and didn't ever return, but he cut me off. He was very rude. He wants the mangas he gave to me when we first started going out. I don't care.
I wonder though, was that the whole point of him coming over with my old friend? They made it seem as if she just wanted to say hi, but the minute I hugged her He started talking. Afterwards she didn't even hang around to talk really. They both sort of stood there for a few minutes and then left. Ironically enough, they went to stand around with my other EX and his girlfriend. I found that out on accident. I went to find my other EX to see if he, in all his unending energy, would join our game of tag and lo and behold there is You-know-who.
I think my pills are having a zombie effect on me. After I took my pill my energy slowly started draining. I went all...bleh.... I donno, maybe I will call my doctor. It might have just been a normal hyper moment though.
I went to the mall and spent the rest of my birthday money. I bought clothes and body spray ^^ The clothes dont really go together, but thats ok, I have other outfits that will match. And that was my shallow moment.
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