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If I need to talk but have no one to talk to or I feel I need to write through my problems, it goes here. I do not use names. If I do, it's because I either have no respect for the person, or I accidentally slipped.
School begins anew...bleh
So...I got crap classes. Im not sure if they are solid yet. I have to speak to my councelor about a few of them and ask about my options for somehow squeezing through with Honors still attatched to my diploma. I can't graduate without Honors. I will hurt myself. Ever since I was a kid my dad would tell me I was going to graduate valedictorian; A father's pipe dream, you know? I don't think he realized what kind of pressure that really put on me. I found out what it took to become valedic. a long time ago and decided to settle for Honors instead, since that was still something that would make him proud and I was on my way without realizing it too. Then came Ron. He's such a parasite. Long story short, I took a fall from my 3.6 something GPA and into the realm of the half-assers. Not to say all those who half-a** are dumb, because not all of them are. I half-assed my way through most of school and did pretty well. Thats just cause half my best is about as much as most of the low GPA people's best. Anyway, one seriously screwed up semester shouldn't take everything Ive worked for away. ITS NOT FAIR. So I wont let it. Ill change Chem I to Zoology Honors, get my brit lit bumped up to honors like its supposed to, and see what I cant do about a language class.

Ive already found a few people I won't like in my chem class. Oh well. I have some friends in all but that one and if I have my way it wont matter. Not that its friends Im REALLY close to, but people I like none the less. I don't have 1, 7, or 8 periods.

On happier news, Mi chan started college today! 4laugh heart I so happy for him! I hope his day is going better than mine has. He's in class as I type this, I think. I so excited for him ^^






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Byru-Eridanus
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commentCommented on: Wed Aug 31, 2005 @ 03:06am
Wow I half-assed in everything last year, thus the reason why I got paranoid when report cards came out. Turns out that paranoia was for nothing, cause I got 3.6 something, although I kinda understand where you're coming from with the valedic stuff. Ever since I got adopted, everyone's all been like "oh you're so smart!" and pressing me to come out on top of my class, but like hell that's ever gonna happen. Gyah this year looks like it's gonna be tough, though... I already had three hours of friggin homework for one class and I didn't even finish it yet... I guess I better get on it. rolleyes

Congrats Mi chan! I is also so happies for you even though the only time we ever talked was that one time at Rika's house when I made the comment about how weird it is that I always saw you but had never talked to you until that day she left her phone at your house and then right at that moment and wow that's one long run-on sentence!


commentCommented on: Wed Aug 31, 2005 @ 06:06am
You can do it. You're completely capable if you try.



GenLee
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Teki
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commentCommented on: Thu Sep 01, 2005 @ 07:15am
Im sure youll get that Honors Diploma Rika chan your smart as hell, Missed you at skool today BTW heart


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