its been a long time, I went to school last week, all day, for a whole week, my 1st time in 5 years ^_^ the teachers gave me brownies. School personally, isant as bad as it usta be, i actually have some friends now,(Damian,Bryan,Steph,Jessica,Magan,Daric) well atleast i consider them friends. Its so much easyer to go to school, when you know ,ya dont hate everyone, and everyone makes fun of you or teases you every 5min.....i'm not picked last on teams anymore eather ^_^ and i might get to go on my 1st school feild trip, i also might get to go to adventure land the 1st time sence i've been going to the alternitive school..i'm getting in better shape to,cause i've been doing a lot of walking latly,and playing kick ball ^_^ i think im finally getting mucels in me upper legs cause they dont ach as bad after ive done a lot and i can job alot father then i usta be able to^_^ WOOT WOOT GO ME!!!!ANYWHO xD
I walked with My friend Mammer Dawn today xD we walked around the track, It was hairy a** xD we only made it like half way around the track,when we got tired and couldn't jog anymore xD but you know what that was a hell of a lot more then i usta be able to do ^_^
what else what else, o yeah my b-day party was a blast xD but damn was it tireing thank god i dont have that much fun to often xD
Also me and mike(my bf) are doing great for the most part, through i think the fact that hes leaving in 4 more months is really getting to use both,we argue alot more, and we get it to fights about lil things, i dont want him to leave but i know he has to... and personally its driving me crazy a year is way to long for him to leave me gonk (hes going to collage)i hate kids but right now i just wanna get prego so he cant go gonk i know thats a horrible thing to say... but damnit if it will keep him here then ******** it all.........but grrrrrrrrrrrrrrr i cant stand the thought of me being the reason he didnt fufill his dream , so i wont gonk .. ow he also trys to say i like other guys or that they like me, allot more, i swar he wants to find a reason to brake up with me so it wont hurt him as bad when he leaves, but im not the cheating typy and i will never be, it goes agenst everything i beleave in......and
ummmmmmm i also have two new poems to put up, but one of the its at school, i keep forgeting to grab it gonk ... heres the picture i drew xD i colored it on the computer and added a background, i made my self ^_^ i know its not the best, but i just started being about to color on the computer last week, so give me a brake damnit xD anywho heres my drawing and poem enjoy =^_^=
<img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v113/RedRobin/Drawings/kurostareingcolorcopy.jpg" alt="Image hosted by Photobucket.com">
The Night, My Soul
I look to the night Sky,
The beautiful darkness,
That surrounds us
When the sun goes down
And
Wish I was there.
But then again,
My soul
My heart,
Is the night sky
Dark, black and empty,
With hidden secrets no one knows.
Devoid of all feelings,
Always worried
That my soul will become more damage,
Always hiding
The things I think and feel from
Everyone
I know,
My bleeding heart can’t take much more
So I block everything out
Family
Friends
True love,
Never to feel hurt again,
Never to loose, the one I love,
Again.
both By:BethieK.W
bye bye everyone thankz for listaning
BK
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