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Life's an empty wastland without him.
He took away the pain, took away the suffering.
Made my life secure and a dream.
Destroyed it all with just one act.
Pain is back, a world of sorrow.
"Love is the slowest form of suicide" they say.
It was all worth it.
Through all the pain, all the troubles...
He was always there....
My peace in this world of corruption.
To love and be loved in return....
To never love again...
He's not mean, he's not a jerk....
He's the best in the world.
There's no one in the world like him.
I still look up to him....
Still love him....
Always be happy for him no matter what.
Can't let go...
Can't forget...
What is life without pain?
He took all the pain away, but in the end returned it all..
Yet two times as hard.
He gave me the world.
He gave me hope.
He gave me everything I could ever imagine in just three words...
"I Love You"
That's all gone now...
He gave me back my pain.
Took away my dreams.
Crushed my heart.
But in the end...
Gave me back the real world.
Awoke me from the dream...
Show'd me what it was like to love.
And gave me back everything.
I Love Him...
And I always will............................................................................</3|<3

this was a pm sent to me by Sit_inuyasha on 4/26/06....... and it's also exacly how I feel..........