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i think i might be going crazy...but idk....im sitting here wondering wat ive done 4 the past month and a half.....and then i realize o nothing....its depressing...i could be doing something with my life...but im not....and 4 wat? to play an online game...wasting my life....doing nothing....im so emo right now...and two weeks b4 i trun 16....im almost wishing 4 school to start....to see my friends...im going to be a junior....
wat am i doing with my life.....?.......nothing........

and now im scared that im thinking this way cuz isnt this wat ppl about to commit suicide think...? im not going to...but it feels like i will......but i wont.....im confused, emo, board, and dead........but i guess im just having a bad day.....

u kno wat? this wouldnt happen if mah friends took me out more!!! scream either that or i need more friends....*sigh*.....i bet i wont feel like this tomorrow....