things are going ok. got my grades in yesterday....2Ds, C, B, and an A. now everyones on my case b/c of the d's and a c. *sigh* its just a ******** mid-term! get off my damn back! goddamnit! i hate it when people go on and on and on bout my grades and how i need to do good in school, i know all of this s**t! i just dont see any reason to try thats all. i mean, from whayt everyone tells me, im just goin to end up working at some fast food place, so it doesnt matter anyways if i do good in highschool or not. *wants to kill something now* i really hope i get to go to the Slipknot concert on Oct 14th in Ohio....just hope mom lets me >_> SLIPKNOT ROCKS!!! ^______^ anyways, tell me what you guys think of this. i want you guys to tell the truth now.
Cant stand my reflection
So i bash and smash it to shards on the floor
Misery surrounds me like a disease
I have so much pain suffering is all thats known to me
It's all locked up deep within
Afraid to let people in
Afraid they'll be hurt just like before
So i'll sit here in my darken room
And let sorrow be my only friend
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why am i even bothering to keep this thing going? no one really cares about whats going on in my life. thats right just laugh at me, just like everyone else.
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