My love I know that your gonna go to Job Corps. and I really Cheer for you all the way I hope that you do your best and that next year you get to see me there.... I love you... every day I wish that I can spend more time with you... I really wish that my love especially since we haven't been hanging out a lot any more and it gets to me.. even though a few people hate me at school... I don't care as long as I'm with you I'm fine... but if you decide to leave me as I said I will hurt or kill myself... cuz to me what is the purpose of living if you lose the one you love and care the most in your life.. and I don't wanna live with that scarred memory and void.... that VOID will be hard to refill in the future... cuz it would almost seem like no matter what I do... everything is wrong.. and that I'm doing all of this for nothing and for that to be scarred in my memory... on Saturday January 18,2009... I will still have that tiny little void in me just a little... but it will still hurt.. and it still does... as I said it will take a forever to refill that void again... thats why I never wanna leave you... and for now on whatever happens in our relationship.. I will tell the world.. like the next time I get pregnant I will tell everyone... even if you say that I shouldn't cuz you would get in trouble... I will still tell everyone has the right to know and that I wouldn't have to feel so.. hated... I love you I hope I get to see you this week or weekend.. I love you with all my heart past infinity and eternity...
 Alexysaurus · Wed Jan 21, 2009 @ 06:21am · 0 Comments |
