I've finnaly decided upon adding something, and it is one of the worst things I have written in a while. xD;; Why? It's a poem. Free verse, and not so great. When I was younger, my poetry writing skills were outstanding, but now I just suck and fail when trying to write a poem.. Um... back to topic.. My inspiration for this one was, beleive it or not, one of my many Dream Avatars. sweatdrop Usually when I create a new avatar, my imagination goes wild, thinking about every aspect of this persons life, why they wear the clothes they do, etc. (Mainly because I have way too much free time.) The one this is written for the avatar in the center of my 3 dream avatars. While I was creating this, only one thing was going through my mind: Schizophrenia. Schizophrenia is a disease that has interested me for a very long time. I've always wondered what had triggered these alternative personalitys, and what does it feel like to be taken over by this other. I never thought it was truly as simple as doctors made it seem. That intrest sort-of evolved it's way into the avatar, and eventually led to the God awful poem with a girl with a psycho alternative personalitys. xD Well, please enjoy my poem?
Insanity
Drag me down deeper
Take me to my place of release
To where I feel no more pain
To where my eyes are no longer strained with tears
For a moment, it’s all gone and I fall into the darkness
I allow myself let go
And I let my other self to take over
Knowing what’s to come
That one moment of ecstasy...
Is it really worth the consequences?
For when I resurface
And the world comes back into focus
I’ll awake with the blood of another on my hands
And yet, I continue this hopeless cycle
Allowing myself to be pulled into comatose
Allowing my other to overpower me
Letting her take my innocence
Letting her take what I have left of my life
And make it into her own
Like I said, it's nothing special and very short.I may (most likely not...) eloborate more, I may even write a short story on this. But, I doubt it.
