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Why am I not special to you?
I've tryed so hard to find a love.....
I even tryed someone close to me, but now that person seems distant......
He had left his girl, and made me fall for him. He then got another girl soon after, whom was not me.
I hadn't cried over the fact you had another girl, though you knew my feeling, and had told me yours not long ago....
but you are the third, to had done this to me.
What is it? what is wrong with me?
My imperfections made you all leave me... I know that for certain; If I had no faults, then why leave me.
But, there is a problem! I know there is, It must lie within me....
I tryed and tryed.... and I had died.
Everytime I got back up, I was kicked straight back down.
The part of me thats supposed to witness love is no more......
Do you know I had never cried infront of you?
you know why?
Im week, and can no longer rely on you!
ANY OF YOU!
You all left me.
You wouldn't tell me why, but I know!
I KNOW!
I know that deep down Im a defect....
Im the one that shouldn't be....
Everytime I try to verrify my existance. I just
want to dissapear in this world. I know Im a
defected product..... and I now accept that...
Im just waiting for my death...
And a fake smile to get me by...
It hurts...
It hurts....
oh, so much.....
But, Im already dead inside my heart,
so all I can do is wait for death to help me part~
 grimgirl1 · Mon Nov 09, 2009 @ 09:02pm · 0 Comments |
