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Junkie love!
Well. I decided. and after much thought!
I'M CHANGING ACCOUNTS!
ok, so at first. let me like. make a video on this subject, be a total f** dummy and post it on youtube and post it here. HELL NAW!
wha? so you can't stalk my youtube too? pssshhh. i dun think so! talk2hand
So a few people will be getting a Surprise! :'D
So for now. the account is:
PSSH BISH!
like you're gonna get it.
what have you been smokin?
The account will be sent! In a private message!
hooray!
So. I will contact everyone. ( atleast the cool ones )
But there will be a twist in the end.
i'm giving out TWO. yes. TWO
ONe of them I will be on..sometimes...
and the other one is going to be with my good friends (: ( always on! )
IT MAY TAKE A WHILE.( LIKE SCHOOL CRAP AND WORK CRAP ) BUT FOR SURE FOR SURE! I WILL HAVE IT DONE BY THE END OF THE MONTH!
But! IF you're not a very good friend. well. you won't get one at all! a-duur!
Keep an eye out! ;D
( not actual way I type for the new peeps who added me. Just need to finish something important for tomorow )
LOVE
- Some Guy J. biggrin
EDIT:
If I feel... like I can totally be more talkative to you. Then I will add yu anyways. Cause a few of you, I have talked to in the past...but like once or twice. Might have to make another edit sooon, very very soon. ;D
Bye for now!
 The400crew · Thu Feb 19, 2009 @ 05:58am · 2 Comments |
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OK. Before I Start I want to say. Happy Valentine's Day!
Alright! Ready?
In the Morning I wake up. It's Late!
So I change out of my clothes and put my belt on my left knee. my watch hanging from my jeans. and a Shirt with the 1-up mushroom on it.
( Cause of any school friends saw me dress like that. I'm DOOMED! )
I get my coffee, something to eat, and I start my day!
the first question of the day is: What Should I draw about this time?
As you know. I want to be a cartoonist!
So after talking to my S.F.State Teachers ( God bless her )
She told me. If I ever have an Idea for a comic. I should carry a memo pad with me and write down my script.
I'll do just that! As I look for memo pad, buried in my room. I find it with a bunch of comic ideas already! Awesome, now I can get started!
So. for those of you who don't know.
The400Crew:
CD in roman numerals is 400.
Music is a Type of art.
Most of my friends have an art like talent. Drawing,singing, dancing, poetry, etc.
when I graduate from High School. I want to submit a comic to news papers and have 'The400Crew' Up in lights!
I wanna see Billboards with my characters, I want to go to the movies and see one of my animations being up on the big screen with people laughing.
I want to see my cartoons on t-shirts, posters,toys, ANYTHING!
When I have enough money. I want to Donate to One Laptop Per Child Movement. and Help children of any country get an equal education.
I want every one to laugh at the jokes of my comics. see how I draw certain celebrities. My style. I want to make everyone in the world laugh before I die
As much as I want more fans. I want more (REAL) Friends.
They say you can only count your true friends on one hand.
A true friend would see you when your in the hospital, and a true friend would see you when you're behind bars. and they tel you everything is going to be ok.
A true fried worries about you.
This goes for boyfriends and girlfriends too. just about any human with good morals!
I also want to be a therapist. and help out more people other then my friends. I want to give advice through the life experiences i've had. ( a few people out there know. )
I want to help out.. even if it's something on gaiaonline. " OMG, HOW U GET GOLDS!?!?!?!?!? DONATE DONATE PLOX! "
I JUST WANT TO HELP!
This is hard when the400crew gets a bad name!
For every comic I make. that's 5 steps forward! For every bad grade I get. that's 2 steps back. for every argument I get in with a friend that's 1 step back. and for every time I get a significant other. and I spent soo much time with them, that's another step back! how many steps has that been!?
I haven't worked on a comic since MARCH OF 2008!
This. Stresses. Me. Out!
This upsets me!
This makes me angry!
This worries me!
This eats me alive from the inside and burns and kills me very very slowly!
Getting friends who don't even recognize what i've done for them. what i've done to make them happy or cheer them up kills me. Not having a single bit of recognition, a thank you for the support. a thank you for the love and respect i've poured on them. All the time I gave to them that I'll never get back. I could have met someone else and be friends with that person. but instead... I gave it to YOU. thats right, YOU. and you never give me a hug or a gift, nope. nothing. just a " where have you been? where are you? why aren't you talking to me anymore? why are you ignoring me? why haven't you put up anything? why are you mad? why are you always busy? why did you say this and that? "
through text message or phone call, and real life. in my face.
SCREW YOU!
Screw everything about you. I curse the air that you breath, I Think you're a waste of space and money. you're a waste of organs that could be given to a little boy without a kidney or a little girl with a heart problem. You're a waste of time and money. I certainly don't like you very much. All you have ever done was waste my time for being there for you. standing by your side every second, supporting your decisions and I don't get a single ounce of respect, You waste my breath for every word that have passed my lips to make you happy.
YOU DISGUST ME.
I don't want to have People like you! ( yes. there's more then one person in my life that is like this ladies and gentlemen. a lot more.)
" no one is going to hold your hand "
Well why have I been holding yours?
why am I closing my Work screen to go on your instant message screen and give you advice? why do I close my laptop, and RUN to my phone, just to let you know that I'm here for you. Why!?
Why can't I find a friend who likes my for who I really am? why do I have to keep holding you up while I fall?
I'll Tell you why! Cause making you happy makes me happy. Making someone laugh makes me one step closer to my dream, cheering someone up keeps me a live and well. If making you happy, pushes me forward to my goals, then I will do it!....but why am I falling? Why am I falling into a deep abyss of nothing. while you get the spot in the sun?
Since when does my life consist on me being in 2nd place, your side kick. your spine?
All of this. I wonder. while I do my work. while I sit in my desk in school, and while I work at home on a new comic. When I draw my friend's face... I wanna draw him happy and getting his way. why am I always the punchline of the joke?When I draw another friend, I want to see her with a smile. why can't I draw myself as with a smile? oh wait! I do draw myself in a smile!....but people then question me when they see what I smile at. or what I do, or what I say.
This all bugs me!
This irritates me!
I don't like seeing The400Crew get a bad name you guys. that's just wrong.
If you're a good friend. you will get a private message sometime this weekend. (:
Thanks.
The400crew · Sun Feb 15, 2009 @ 09:25am · 2 Comments |
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