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Wellll, had a pretty good christmas holiday and stuff, have to say though, it didn't feel like christmas whats so ever lol, but that might just be me because at the start of my christmas holidays, I found out my boyfriend for 2 and a half years was going out with a lass he knew for less than 2 weeks behind my back.

Tbh, i sort of saw it coming because the day before they started going out he said about going round to this lasses house and said to me he thinks that she'll ask him out. Well, fair enough, if she does ask, anyother right person would say no, no questions asked, how ever, he thought it would be a good idea to actually ask me "If she asks me out, what should I say?" Well, there is a thing called common sense and when you're asking you're girlfriend this, then you're basically screwed because the answer is simply "no", but, maybe, in his stupid little head of his, he might have thought I would have said "yeah, go out with her, don't mind me, I'm your girlfriend like, but you know, knock yourself out, have a good time". So I said to him" You're talking to your girlfriend here, what do you think you should say" so basically, he got the picture, or atleast i think he did because he isn't that bright.

Anywhooo, that happened, then i found out, we said about staying friends and he said about coming down still in christmas holidays (Oh yeah, he moved to australia like a year into our relationship, i live in england), but he kept lying to me about how he wants to come down but parents won't let him and stuff (When really, he hates this place and i know he doesn't want anything to do with it, even if he was frigging born here and all his friends and family live here, selfish b*****d), and so i carried on the rest of my christmas holidays depressed.

But then, on new years eve, friends came over for party and my friends boyfriend brought his friend over with him. His name is Dave. I got to know him, found out he is one weird person (in a good way) and basically slept next to him on the sofa (No sexual thing happened, we just slept top and tail on a sofa and i ended up kicking him in the face the next morning x3 ) we were drunk like, so that probably helped like with confidence boost to acutally talk to him and shizz.

And from then on, we've just kept texting eachother and talking to eachother , and met him at the place where bands play (Even though 4 out of 5 times i've met him, he's been drunk xD) until, last monday, he asked me out and i found out he has been trying to find out if i've liked him for the past month lol.

And, tbh, i'm glad i'm not going out with Andy anymore (my ex) because Dave is the most caring person i've met. I actually feel like he cares about me and like puts me before himself (if that makes sense) unlike Andy, were he used to talk to me about oter lasses and stuff and just think about himself all the time. And I have loads more stuff in common with him, and I could just talk to him about pure utter s**t and we would talk about utter random s**t to eachother about it for ages and then have a laugh about it. And I feel like i can be myself around him and not have to agree with hiim to stuff i don't like and he won't mind. Everyone is happy that i'm going out with a lovely lad and that i'm happy again, and yes, i do get upset about Andy still, but like people say, you never really get over your first love, well you do, but you still think about them sometimes, but hey hoy, s**t happens and I really like Dave, I don't want to say love yet because we've only been going out 2 weeks and the fact last time i said i love you to someone, it's like they just tore my heart up, but Dave's fixed it smile <3 <3 <3 <3 xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx