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Found this ******** site again after... four years... damn. Shits changed. I'm tempted to delete all previous journals.

*shudders*

Yay, it's my birthday!!!!! blaugh And it's 2 days till school starts! crying

Wow...that was a really bipolar message I just wrote.

On June 30th, 2008 I bought a Sony PSP and Final Fantasy: Crisis Core with my own money. Four days later on July 3rd, 2008 at 2:07 P.M., I beat Crisis Core. This is a BIG thing for me.

I just noticed that I'm a verey high-strung person. I if I do something wrong, I berate myself for it until I break down crying...wow...I need mental help.

wow... apparently when you watch T.V. your mind doesen't regestr anything else, or so i've experenced.

omg...soooo...BOERD!!!!! neutral

READ IT!!!

This story is about a little girl that was abused. If you care about it, and want things like this to stop then copy and paste it to your profile.

My name is sarah I am but three,

My eyes are swollen I cannot see,

I must be stupid I must be bad,

What else could have made My daddy so mad?


I wish I were better I wish I weren't ugly,


Then maybe my mommy Would still want to hug me.

I can't speak at all I can't do a wrong

Or else I'm locked up All the day long

When I awake I'm all alone

The house is dark My folks aren't home.

When my mommy does come I'll try and be nice,

So maybe I'll get just One whipping tonight, don't make a sound!

I just heard a car My daddy is back From Charlie's Bar.

I hear him curse my name he calls

I press myself Against the wall.

I try and hide From his evil eyes

I'm so afraid now I'm starting to cry.

He finds me weeping He shouts ugly words,

He says its my fault That he suffers at work.

He slaps me and hits me And yells at me more,

I finally get free And I run for the door.

He's already locked it And I start to bawl,

He takes me and throws me Against the hard wall.

I fall to the floor With my bones nearly broken,

And my daddy continues With more bad words spoken.

"I'm sorry!", I scream But its now much too late

His face has been twisted Into unimaginable hate.

The hurt and the pain again and again

Oh please God, have mercy! Oh please let it end!

And he finally stops And heads for the door,

While I lay there motionless Sprawled on the floor.

My name is Sarah And I am but three,

Tonight my daddy, Murdered me.

Child Abuse, MAKE IT STOP!

*snif* WHHHHHHAAAAAA!!!!!!!! NONE OF MY FRIENDS HAVE WISHED ME A HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!! crying gonk crying gonk crying gonk crying gonk crying cry sad cry sad cry sad cry sad cry

A specific item would be the youki's treasure kitsune nine tails...I...have...an...IDEA!!!!! You could make it a birthday present!!! My birthday is Aug. 31st.